very :(

Today was a bad day... The past week hasn't been really smooth-sailing with the exams and alot of personal issues and choices bugging me. Even though the bulk of the papers and the hardest one (Math) is now a thing of the past, the lack of slp for consecutive nights is making me highly irritable and sorta "sian".

If you were one of those who had to put up with my black face and less than tactful words, thank you for your patience! :D

I tried LAN today for the 2nd time in my life. As usual, my hand-eye-coordination sucked and if I got abit down (I don't like losing but who does?!), SORRY MY FABULOUS COMPANY!!! I didn't mean to make your "lousy day" worse.

Sorry also to someone (you know who you are) for not having the guts to come forth and talk to you when we met coincidently the other day. I wasn't in the mood for small chat at tt moment and I do know tt possibly cost us the chance to be well, friends again. :(





Badges drawn by the sister and given out to ppl she loved on vday... So cute hor?

Speaking of tt over-rated day of the yr, my brother amused me:

Brian: Jie, did you take a bite out of the lian yong bao I bought?
Me: No.
Brian: But tt was my vday present for you!!!!!!!
Trixie: Wow! 3 baos for 6 people to share... V 'romantic' hor you?
Brian: Tts why I got no date. *sighs*
Me: We all don't hv dates ah...
Brian: Trix has only she didn't go!
Trixie: Bcoz I chose to spend happy time with my family!
Brian (slumps on the chair): I am happy only I don't express it v well.
Alisa: Don't be a sourpuss!
Brian (suddenly shouts): I need to buy a pink shirt!
Mama: So random!
Brian: The Brian Chua in 2B has a pink shirt and he got a date!
*beep beep*
Brian (eagerly snatches his phone): Awww.. Its a guy!
Daddy: Are you okay? You sound weird.
Brian: FOR THE LAST TIME, IT PISSES ME TT I DON'T HAVE DATE!

Yes, my baby brother is growing up. And yes, I didn't hv a date. But I didn't have a horrid time... It was all expenses paid, Benjamin Button was a nice show and I sat beside a teenage girl who went to the movies with her dad just like I did! :)



A cousin's baby turned full mth and I got to eat red eggs!!! Haven't see this in a while! :)

Another reason why I am not a v happy girl this few days...



Everything is wrapped up in clingwrap and the supposedly 'odourless' paint smells bad.



Not v homely hur? And v dusty too!



My desk and this irks me the most...... Groans bigtime!



Very old school five stones I bought with Ting at Bedok the other day...



Even more old school with 40 cents red leaf pens! Nice ink hor! Don't play play... :P

Anyway, I am really tired now but there are urgent responsibilities to commit to. Argh! :( such as updating my blog (haha, not this entry) but the Ipod Touch entry coz I promised Nadia from MICA to do some feedback thingy on my win.

And I need to update my Body Shop mystery shopper survey bcoz they sponsored Mama's bday present and my pretty new roseflower blusher (super-duper sweet lah!).. Plus filter through all the received university offer letters.

But first, to thank the folks who I sometimes neglect but were there throughout this very trying period of mine. :(

LEE YUTING!
Hey bestie!!! For the strawberry "jiayou" pen you bought me but kept forgetting to bring and finally losing it, I love you. Its the thought tt counts esp ur lovely sms this afternoon before the Math paper. Blur oversleeping sotong.. You are one v special friend to me! ^^

For accompanying me to Bedok to satisfy my weird chwee kueh craving and for the bubble teas and silly things we buy when we meet, I will miss you alot when I go away... Haiz.

GOH MENGZI!
Gratitude is the word for you. Just waking up at 7am just to give me emergency Math remidial is the sweetest thing anyone has done for me in a very long time. For all the hrs you spent patiently coaching me, I feel the worst to you having screwed up today's paper. :(

FIFI NOOB! (TIFFANY SOH ZHI YU)
For being my "helpline" at ungodly hours of the night. For making me laugh at all the scribbles you left on my lecture notes. For being such a good sport when I am late. For just being who you are, thank you dear.

DARREN LIM NGIAP TAI!
Hey dude! Surprised? Haha.. I never thought I could be platonic friends with any guy until I met you. I am like totally comfortable with everything we share and I know I can count on you to bore (oops!) me to sleep when I am an emo, crying shit. I am truely happy to haven gotten to know you and should I leave here someday, one of my greatest regrets would be not being able to pack you away in my suitcase. :P

LIN XUEQIN!
You maybe far far away, but you never fail to make your presence felt. From crapping smses to offline msn messages and ultra long tags, I can always feel you care! Though I make you worry a hell lot, and you are more relaxed in Aussie without having to fret abt me and my volatile emotions, this will change really soon when I knock on ur door 365 days a yr yeah? WAHAHAHAHA! :)

If I have missed you, it doesn't mean I don't care alright? Its just I am really braindead at the moment but I love love you all the same (this part is mainly for Cheeleng coz I can imagine her trying to look for her name). Hee! Look aft your leg hor! I still want go out play de!! ;P

Gosh! Look at the time! Its time to orh orh le.... Good night world!